It's official!
I wanted to share that
Josh has officially moved in with me!
I was initially hesitant and skeptical about taking our relationship to the next level, and even though we were practically living together since we spent so much time together these past few months, I was hesitant to make it official until I grounded and knew for sure.
I needed to determine if I was ready and that our Union was stable and grounded, and I needed to know I could trust myself to not lose my peace. I had to admit, things just feel different now, more grounded, more mature than before. The past few months with Josh have been the most stable I have ever felt with him and in my entire life, and I recognized that all that was left was for me to choose love and trust rather than doubt my progress.
The reason that I’m able to trust myself now is ONLY because I committed to the following as a way of life:
Watching Twin Flame Ascension School regularly
Practicing the Mirror Exercise every time I felt upset about anything
Working weekly with my Ascension Coach (I work with Alexandra Benzar.)
There is no other way. This is the recipe for success and if you try something different, you’re going to get different results than what you truly desire. It’s not a quick-fix solution, you actually must do it for yourself, because it feels good to do, and not to get something to happen on the outside.
I remember months before Josh and I even began talking again, I didn’t even know how we would get back together. At one point I didn’t even know his number, and he’s not on social media. Despite what I saw (or didn’t see) on the outside, I kept going with the work. I felt all my feelings, fears and doubts and loved myself there. Bottom line is I stayed the course. And I will continue to stay the course.
Instead of using the pasts to distrust myself, I chose to have faith in my healing and my ability to choose peace. It took recognizing that my healing was permanent, and it took many coaching sessions and Mirror Exercises and watching TFAS, and a lot of surrendering control and fear and choosing faith and love instead.
Saying 'yes' to Josh living with me brought deep relief, and we've grown even closer. I can communicate with him and handle disagreements without running away. The Love within me is where all my stability comes from,, and I feel grateful to my coaches Laurentiu Florin Benzar and Alexandra Benzar and Jeff and Shaleia for guiding me there and for loving me. I am ready to be successful and choose it with all my heart. I'm ready to ground, ready to love and share my Union with everything that is to come.
Om Amen!
