Blocks Healed
Josh and I have been facing some blocks in our Union that have felt like they weren’t budging for many months. I would heal each layer, and commit to them, and feel relief at the end of the mirror exercise, but the external was still not budging. It felt like as I was deepening in my Life Purpose career, he was becoming more distant, and I felt like nothing made sense. He became even more distant and even said he wanted nothing to do with the Church or anything I valued. He became angry and very mean towards me.
I had a very hard time accepting that this was, indeed, my consciousness. I want you to know that your Twin will reflect what is sub-conscious. That means you can’t see it, it’s not in your awareness, and your Twin will reflect what you can’t see about yourself. This is God’s holy blessing. Do not assume that your Twin Flame is a false twin because of what you can’t see. And you can never be in a false Harmonious Twin Flame Union. Jeff and Shaleia teach us how to heal this in their school at TwinFlamesUniverse.com
Josh was showing me places in my consciousness where I was scared, but wasn’t allowing myself to fully feel scared in those places and heal. Key point: those places. I was cleaning up all the other places that I did know about, but God was trying to show me places I had not felt into yet, and for a while, I couldn’t hear God, what God was showing me through Josh. It took a great many instances of God talking to me, whispering, then speaking, and finally shouting so I would wake up. God never gave up on me and when I finally accepted what He showed me this morning, I chose to atone and started the path to heal it.
Jeff and Shaleia told us in Church yesterday, that it takes one holy choice back to love to instantly return to God. I choose to return to Love and feel good.
I choose to have compassion for my Union as we moved through the energy that was brought up, of not taking any more bullying in any area of our lives, and as we pioneer with you, the community on being at the forefront of this movement, and I choose to have compassion and patience as we learn and grow. Here are the changes I am making in my union from what I have learned:
– I am not going to give more than what feels good, ever. I don’t need to clean up anyone else’s mess. Not even my Twin’s. Being over-generous is what our community needs to heal, and it gets you walked on and bullied. This is the end of an era of being soft and meek. No more.
– I will not accept abuse, ever, not even from my Twin Flame. This doesn’t mean physically leave, but simply means not accept or settle in any abusive situation, and instead heal it with the mirror exercise, and take actions from that place. With God. God made you regal, holy and powerful. You will know how to maintain your boundaries because you will choose them, and they will manifest in your reality. I am already experiencing this since I made the choice.
– I will be even more firm in my boundaries with my energy. This means I will go through my schedule and become unabashedly uncompromising with it. My schedule is how I manage the energy of my Union, which is the same as balancing a checkbook. No cracks in it, ever. If something comes up not on my schedule, I instantly have a meeting with God and decide with Him and only Him if we proceed.
I hope that my healing can be of a service to you, and if you are going through, or have been through, something similar or have deeper insight, I’d love to hear your comments.
Some takeaways in summary: heal everything as Jeff and Shaleia have taught you. Let go of pride and ego, and humble yourself when you are shown something that is not in alignment with love. Go wherever God calls you, exploring everything He gives you to explore, but when you learn the lesson from that exploration, choose the learning and don’t look back. Choose your Twin Flame in your heart, with God, and nothing on the outside has any affect on you, unless you let it. When your realize it, simply make a choice to return to Love. Do this over, and over, and over again. Do not quit. Choose love, chose to love yourself, and your Twin Flame.
