On Peace

"Peace is my birthright, and I choose to remain there." - Jeff Ayan

In today’s Ascension Coaching Class with Jeff, we deepened on the process of ascending to Heaven here on Earth. This process is difficult and uncomfortable. The road to hell has quick ‘celebrations’ of external success, but if you use just a bit of logic, you will realize it leads you to nothing eternal, nothing of value. The difficult road is the one that is preferable, and it is absolutely perfect and Divine. The logic of Jeff and Shaleia’s teachings is profound in its depth, precision, harmony, accuracy, and Divine logic, counter to the insanity of ego.

Jeff said his teachings give you hardship. You will lose things you didn’t expect to lose, but when you look deeper into what’s actually happening, you will see very clearly the Divine logic – you are surrendering attachment to the world, and ascending to Truth and God. Some of you have been experiencing this already! When you follow Jeff’s teachings, you will go through shit. Why is it so hard and uncomfortable? That’s the place where ego is hiding. It has built up defenses. Patience and persistence are required. Don’t give up. Even if you fail, stay. Remain. Persist. You will be victorious!

As I received Jeff’s wisdom and guidance in class today, I began reflecting about why I didn’t share more of my journey with Josh. I realized I that my withholding sharing was participating in ego’s logic of ephemeral external reward and approval.

I didn’t feel my journey had anything of value to share. I compared my journey to others’. It looks different. Josh and I attained Harmonious Twin Flame Union… and then we fell out of it. I felt ashamed. I believed I had done something wrong, or had been negligent. My Union was experiencing codependency, and I was not valuing myself. Josh was showing this to me all along. I didn’t want to accept this. I denied. I was arrogant and in order to avoid the truth that I was afraid of, I told myself I was vibrationally higher than I actually was. This hindered my spiritual progress.

God, though, being my true Ultimate Lover helped me to move through this. He took external things away from me, not to punish, but to show me the way. By very lovingly showing me who my true Lover was (Him) I was able to have compassion for myself, and subsequently for Josh and my entire Union. It was when I surrendered and accepted this that I began to make actual, real progress.

For a while I didn’t hear a peep from Josh. I continued to plug along, with whatever came up on the outside. I focused on my Life Purpose, healing my wealth vibration. I focused on healing blocks in my relationships with others. I had moments when I felt angry and defeated, I had other moments of weakness, reaching for external reward. Each time, God disciplined me, or guided me lovingly back to Him. I persisted. I claimed my support.

I began to feel different inside. More feelings arose, but also more peace.

Josh and I are now communicating regularly and seeing each other about once per month. On the outside, you can’t see much change. But ohhhhh boy! There has been huge change on the inside. It’s not the kind of change that would get approval and applause, thumbs or hearts. It’s much more boring: peace. Stability. Consistency. I feel happier and more at ease in my life than ever before. I am alive, and I am strong and able to face and move through difficult feelings.

You think you come to this group to get your Twin Flame, and you will, but first you get so much more. You get exactly what your heart desires: you get Love. You get your relationship with God. You get stability and peace. This is what the journey is really about. You can’t skip over this part.

You will have your Harmonious Twin Flame Union. You won’t get it by shortcutting, over-reaching, and skipping steps. You won’t get it by seeking external validation and reward. You will get it only through attaining peace and harmony with God, and you get that by facing down limiting beliefs and thought patterns within, by willing to love yourself where you are scared or hurt, or holding on to some limiting belief.

You don’t have to do it alone! You have Jeff and Shaleia, gurus who hold the vibration for you as you work through it, and their entire School (https://www.twinflamesuniverse.com), Ascension Coaches, and system of support they developed. Are you ready to go deeper and face down your challenges? Are you ready to claim your Heaven on Earth? Now that you know the price, isn’t it worth it?