On Surrender

I wrote in my last block on Faith and Progress, that our goal is to move into a larger home where we have more space to give to our Union appropriately. Part of this process involved completely healing every single part of our Union from the inside out. It felt like what we had been building had been totally washed away, but what really happened is the unsturdy foundation was gutted to begin to build a solid, everlasting foundation. Our wealth and financial behavior was among what was to heal. 

When we chose to heal this with the Creator, many things began to upheave. Since Josh changed jobs in June, we could no longer afford the payments on the Camaro. The Camaro cost around $600 per month, and we still owed $31,000 on it. Private buyers wouldn't take it during the pandemic. We continued to stretch ourselves to make this work, until finally, we couldn't anymore. 

When we surrendered this completely to the Divine, we couldn't see any other way than to turn it in and take a loss on our credit score. However, once we completely let it go, we received a text message from the original dealership saying they were interested in buying it. Not only that, but they were willing to pay a little over what we owed on it!! It was a Divine miracle, which occurred because we had done the inner work, and was a Mercy from God. 

Josh and I are continuing to go deeper in healing our Union. Our next steps are to atone completely with our Creator and we choose to do that. There were some things that Josh had been showing me, reflecting to me, about myself that I didn’t want to look at. I didn’t see them as ‘my’ things to heal. Your Twin Flame will always mirror you completely. Choose to take responsibility for what they are showing you and use the Mirror Exercise to heal absolutely everything that comes up. There’s no part of your Twin that is not mirroring you.

Do you desire to completely heal and restore your Union to Harmony? Do you choose to walk the path of atonement, to look at the things that you don’t want to look at? Do you choose to see that you are fully supported and loved to heal even the darkest of places. Darkness is an illusion - there is only light. Love and Truth can never harm you - and you cannot be harmed in any way by healing!