Self-aware

I'm deepening my gratitude for God day by day. As I shared, more was revealed to me, just as Jeff and Shaleia have told us.

Sharing is how you expand what you have. Yesterday, I posted about the deep feeling of peace and love that abides in our union during both times of joy and even during arguments.

Today, it was fully revealed to me the way in which Josh and my union is deepening.

As we worked through the block I mentioned in my previous post, I started opening to receiving more from God. As I did this, I was able to 'hear' Josh more clearly. He was pointing out my block - it had to do with trust - not just through his actions getting reflected to me, but he was literally pointing it out with clear words. "See this thing that you got mad a me for?? Do you see how you do this in these ways?"

In the past, I would feel so triggered and closed to his wisdom, but I chose to open and fully received it this time. It was so clear that my man was loving me the whole time, in all the words he ever said to me, and I was so glad to release the blindness that i held on to. It truly was a step in our partnership for me to choose to receive him fully like this. I let him know how grateful I was, that I heard him and received his love.

I love my man very much, and thank God, Jeff and Shaleia and the community for all that is given!