MAP

One of the reasons I could not be with Josh in the past is because sometimes, I would get so triggered into a fight or flight mode that I couldn't remain in my peace. My mind and heart raced, and it felt like an icy cold wind would take over my entire being. I would shut down completely. This was a trauma response.

When I thought about it enough, I realized I had had these responses for most of my life, starting in childhood. Josh was just triggering the wound so that I could heal it.

From his human perspective, he didn't know he was doing this, and to him, I was triggering a different trauma response in him. We didn't choose to be separate, but it was more loving and compassionate for us to heal separately since our reactions to trauma made it so that living together in the past wasn't sustainable.

I went to the Mind Alignment Process with my practitioner, Laurentiu Florin Benzar, and healed a trauma that I had stuffed down and forgotten since I was eight years old. The way that I had been operating out of fear in the world finally made sense. Once I completed the twelve-week course, I realized just how steeped in trauma responses my entire life had been! That I was numb to this, just to cope, just to survive.

Coping isn't truly living. I desired to live. I desired to take my life back from this pattern.

When I began speaking with Josh again, I noticed that he would do the same behavior that used to trigger me. But instead of being fearful and triggered, I felt... peace! Where the reaction used to be, I just felt peace. It wasn't numbness, I was certainly alive and present and noticed that I simply didn't care for his behavior, but all racing thoughts and heartbeat were gone! Wow!

I tested it out a bit at a time, spending longer and longer stretches with Josh. (Also, he was doing the same with respect to me!) We genuinely wanted to be together, and were being wise about getting to know each other once more.

Eventually we were able to be together for very long stretches. We were getting along and having what I would consider 'normal' couple arguments and Twin Flame Mirroring, just without the trauma responses. The Mind Alignment Process didn't just work for my Union with Josh, but it effectively healed all of the places in my life where I used to have trauma responses.

I am eternally grateful that Jeff and Shaleia created the Mind Alignment Process for healing trauma. I know with certainty that I would not be able to be with Josh without MAP. Thank you also to Laurentiu whose perspective and loving care through the process was what guided me to my victory.

If you feel you may have trauma reactions, which are affecting your Union or other areas of your life, you can try a free consultation with Mind Alignment Process practitioner to see if you qualify for MAP. Here's where to go: https://www.mindalignmentprocess.org